I've realized there's something wrong with my blog template. I'm going to try to fix it.

And on a side note - Hi, everyone.

I'm single again. It turns out me and Carlos didn't have much in common besides a love of sex. It also shows that I seem to have an inability to be in a relationship that lasts longer than two months.

I think I may take a break from men for a while. No, I'm not going to start dating other women (even though there are times that seems like a good idea). I'm just going to be single for a while. Get away from all the drama of a relationship. Enjoy some time to myself.

I'll be around - I'm sure I'll have new things to blog about soon.

Just wanted to let everyone know that I'm still alive - just haven't had time to blog for a while. Between work and Carlos I haven't had much time for anything else. Work has been crazy. And when I'm not at work I spend most of my time with Carlos when he isn't at work.

Things are good with Carlos - he seems like a really great guy and he's really good in bed. Sex is starting to get routine - it's losing the excitement you get with a new lover but he keeps me more than satisfied. I can't get enough of him. His cock and his tongue are very talented - if you know what I mean.

I had one of those I'm not eighteen moments last night. Carlos and I went out for dinner. We were a little buzzed from a little too much wine and I was a little too horny to wait until we got home.

It was raining, I mean really down pouring. For some reason, I think rain is romantic and I started kissing him. We're making out, getting pretty hot and heavy with the rain drenching us. He pushes me against my car and I feel his hard cock grinding against me. We were parked in the back of the lot, pretty far from any other car but any one around us would've gotten a little show.

We end up in my back seat, him on top of me, we were both half naked and start going at it. Well, about two minutes in it, my back starts hurting. So much that we had to stop. We tried doggy style so there was less pressure on my back but it still hurt some.

I think it's half from the awkward angle we were in, but also I think it's time for me to buy a new computer chair. Tonight, I have myself propped up with a pillow because it hurts so much without a pillow. Anyways, I think I may have to get a new chair and start working out again so that my muscles get a little stronger.

I just thought it was kinda funny, I've had weird cramps before during sex but never a pain or ache like this. And considering how many times I've done it back seats, I'm surprised it hasn't happened before.

I just got home. I really hate that Carlos works the evening shift. It seems like just when we start getting into things he has to go leave.

I went to his place after I got out work earlier tonight. I think we had dinner. I say think because I couldn't tell you what we ate if I had to. But I do remember - is that while we're cleaning up after dinner, we ended up kissing in the kitchen. The rest is a blur until he literally lifts me on to the counter. He pulls off my pants, then thong. And his hard cock is waiting for me as I slide a little way off the counter and he slides into me.

He gets really close to cumming, but before he can, I stop him. I get on my knees and and taste his cock in my mouth. I thought it was going to be easy to make him cum. But after ten minutes, I gave up. He wasn't disappointed at all - he just positioned me leaning over the counter, and entered me from behind. We made a huge mess, knocking things all over his counter but I don't think either of us cared as he was cumming deep inside of me.

I cleaned up the kitchen while he showered. I so wanted to jump in the shower with him, but instead I behaved myself so he could get to work on time.

And now, I'm home. My lips are still begging for his cock. My pussy is still warm and wet. I know I'm going to use my vibrator tonight - but what I really want is to taste his cum in my mouth. I want to feel his cock explode in my mouth.

So we've had sex a few more times since last Thursday and it's been good every time. Not as many times as I'd like to. I could have sex three times a day every day but our schedules conflict. He just got switched to the night shift so it's been right when I'm coming home he's going to work. Not a big deal, hopefully, because he said the shift change is only for a short time.

I gave him a blowjob last night during his lunch hour. It was really hot, he came over in his complete police uniform. We were going to go out for a quick bite to eat but we never made it out of my livingroom. As soon as he came threw my front door we kissed. And it was one of those hot passion I can't get enough of you kisses. And when I saw that he was hard, I couldn't stop myself. Even though my roommates were home, asleep but home, I went down on him on my livingroom couch.

I've been giving head for more than a decade now, I'd consider myself an expert at it. And since the very first time I gave head when I was 14, Carlos is the only guy I haven't been able to make cum. I used all my tricks but I finally gave up.

My clothes came completely off and his pants came off a little. I straddled him and rode his hard cock. It was so hot with him in his uniform. I loved pressing my body against his, feeling his badge against my tits. I never had a thing for guys in uniform until now.

I rode him hard and fast, pushing him deep into me until he finally came. We used up all of his break time, he had to push me off of him so that he could get back to work.

So, I didn't make him cum from a blowjob yet but I'm not ready to give up yet. I'd really love to go down on him inside his patrol car or on top of the hood of it but he's said "no way." He says, he'd get fired for something like that. I think I'll just have to work him for a while to get him to try it.

So I guess Thursday is my lucky day. But this time it wasn't at work. This Thursday I was off and ended up going out on a date with Carlos. It was a last minute thing because I thought I was going to have to work that day but they didn't really need me that day.

We went out for some quick dinner and were in the parking lot of the movie theater when things got interesting. We had some time to kill before the movie started and we were doing what I do best - making out. And we've made out before but before it didn't go anywhere. But this time he turned me on too much. His kiss was just too hot for me to handle.

When I suggested we go some place private he didn't ask any questions. In the past I might've just climbed into the backseat. But that night I'm not sure if it was because I was worrying that someone would see us or if I wanted my first time with Carlos to be special but we ended up going back to his apartment.

And I think it was special. We spent more than an hour just fooling around on his bed before our clothes were even completely off. Kissing a lot. Exploring each other. Licking each other all over.

He's got some amazing stamina. I went down on him first. Giving him one of the longest blowjobs I've ever given. He didn't cum. And sometimes that makes giving head feel like work but at the same time I enjoyed every second of him in my mouth.

He went down on me and I definitely came. It didn't take long. His tongue knew exactly how to work me.

And after I came twice, he finally positioned himself over me. Teasing me with his cock. Touching my lips with it. Putting just the head into me. Teasing me until I was moaning just from that. That's when he pushed deep into me.

I thought he was going to cum fast - I was really long. I wasn't paying attention to time but it must have been about a half hour. And he's not like a lot of guys, just banging me, fucking me as hard and as fast as they could. He did that but he also took his time. Going slow so I could feel every inch until I begged for him to fuck me.

And he did. He fucked me into the bed. I thought he was going to break the bed. I couldn't control my moaning. And finally he came. He pulled out and exploded all across my stomach and reaching my face. I was kinda surprised but not as surprised as he was when I cleaned his cum up with my fingers and licked them clean.

I think we're going to have a lot of fun together.