So last night went a lot better than I thought it would. I've been kinda jinxed as far as Valentine's Days go. I've been dumped twice, on or the day before. Most years I've been single. And even though nothing happened last night it was a really good date.

The restaurant was super crowded, and being that I work in retail I really hate crowds but he made it very interesting. He made me laugh alot. That's important to me for some reason. And the whole time I felt really comfortable with him.

Of course there were times when I just wanted to climb on to the table, spread my legs and let him have his way with me but I was pretty well behaved. He drove me home, and when we were parked in front of my house talking before I got, I had to work very hard to control myself. Especially when we kissed. It was a romantic kiss but it turned a little lusty. (is that even a word?) I wanted to go down on him. I wanted him to cum with me to bed.

I was good though. But we're planning on seeing each other again on Friday. If the date goes good that night too, there's no way I'll be able to control myself.