Weeks fly by. Just thinking about it makes me feel old, but what a week it's been.

Saturday I did get really drunk. I came close to drunk dialing Jess but instead I had sloppy drunk sex with Adam.

Wednesday night, we both didn't have to work. We planned to spend the night in bed. We planned on having a lot of sex. We kind of made up a goal that I would have at least three orgasms before we were done. It didn't work out like that. Sex was good. His oral skills were good as always but after my first orgasm all I wanted to do was sleep. Work and the stress along with it really are getting to me if I'd rather sleep than have sex. We're still trying to reach that goal but really haven't had the time.

Besides Wednesday night, I've talked to Jess about every night. I kind of feel guilty talking to her. I feel guilty towards Adam because I have some sort of feelings for Jess. I feel guilty towards Jess because I'm not giving her all the attention.

Life would be a lot easier without feelings.