It may sound weird but I received more pleasure from the first time I gave oral than the first time I received oral.

Men loved to fuck my pussy but were afraid to go near it with their mouths. I don't know if they thought eating out a woman was not masculine, was dirty or what it was, I didn't have a man go down on me until I went to college.

We never went on any real dates, one Friday night after drinking large amounts of beer we passed out in a mutual friends bed. We didn't kiss, we didn't even hold each other. He passed out on one end and I on the other. It wasn't on purpose. The next night, he invited me to a party in the dorm of some of his friends. A few too many drinks later, we were in his bed making out.

The next day, I told him he was a gentlemen for not trying to feel me up when we were making out. I said, I enjoyed just making out. He laughed and asked where I had been the night before. He admitted, he had felt me up, caresses my breasts, squeezed them etc.

The next weekend, my roommate went home so I had my own dorm room. I invited him over on the pretense that we wouldn't get drunk. We rented a bad movie and I wished we had gotten drunk. Halfway through the movie we stopped watching it and started making out again. The making out led to hands exploring, which led me to finding his hard dick. I gave him head. By now, I'd become a pro at giving oral sex, it didn't take me long to make him cum. I swallowed all of his cum without even thinking of throwing up.

I laid down next to him and I thought we were going to watch the rest of the movie in peace. Instead, he rolled over on top of me. He took of my jeans, then my panties. It had all been moving quickly but I wanted to to sleep with him. Instead, his mouth went down to my pussy.

I can't say it really did much for me. I got wet in anticipation of something that never came. He was trying but really didn't know what he was doing. He basically just licked my lips. It felt good but it wasn't enough to bring me to an orgasm. I tried to pretend like I was enjoying it but I found myself bored enough to watch the boring movie. I guess, I should've told him how I was feeling but at this point I was still very shy talking about sex.