A quick update tonight while I wait for my roommate to finish getting ready. We were suppose to go out at ten o'clock, it's now 10:30 when I started writing this. I take a while to get ready but she's really bad. She had to try on six outfits tonight before finding the right one. It's not like we're going to any place fancy. We're headed out to the bar where my friendly bartender, Adam works. I went there last night and he literally spent half a hour apologizing to me for not being there on Superbowl Sunday. We're also planning on getting together and going to another bar where he can really drink. We've been trying to get together for a few drinks for a while now. It's just as friends, I swear.

As far as Jack, I won't be seeing him until Valentine's. He's out of town for something business. He said it was last minute but I get the feeling it was something he knew about well in advance. Something just didn't feel right when we talked about it. He didn't tell me until last night, that he would be gone for the weekend. He waited until the last possible minute. After we had sex last night, he told me he had to tell me something. That freaked me out. I thought he was going to say he had some disease or something. I also got the feeling that he's just with me for the sex. I hope I'm being paranoid. I've had to many lovers that just wanted sex so I'm hoping it's just my imagination. But this week I started to get some bad vibes that I've never felt from him before. He hasn't done anything. He hasn't said anything. It just kind of doesn't feel right.

Well my roommate is done. Finally. Time for some drinking.