I've finally had time to take a moment and rest. I took a much needed nap after work today and woke an hour later with Jack softly kissing my neck. It takes me a while for me to wake up usually but his fingers seemed to be a special alarm clock. They slid beneath the waist band of pj pants and underneath my panties. They found my clit and went to work. It felt pretty good but I needed more. My pants came off but he left my panties on (I think he has a lingerie fetish, which would be a major turn on). He pushed my panties to the side with his fingers and his tongue went to work on my lips. They teased my clit. Finally he attacked my clit with his tongue and lips. His fingers penetrated me. With him doing that it didn't take long for me to climax.

He left the panties on when he fucked me. He's starting to get really comfortable with me. The awkwardness is finally gone. He didn't hold anything back.

When he came we were both sweating like it was a hundred degrees in the shade. I could barely breathe. It was amazing. I swear the bed shook for a few minutes even after he stopped thrusting into me.

We've had sex almost every day since our first time together last week. It's really really nice to be getting satisfied on a regular basis. I can't begin to tell you how much I missed it. I don't know how I went without. This may have been the longest time I've gone without sex on a regular basis since I lost my virginity. Ok maybe not but it ranks up there. It seems I've always been in a relationship or had a friend with benefits. Maybe I needed to be alone for a little while. Maybe I needed to find myself. I still have a lot of finding to do but I think I can do that even if I have a lover.