Today, for the first time I called Jack my boyfriend. I was talking to some of my coworkers and it just sort of slipped out. I don't know if I really consider him my boyfriend. We go out on dates but I don't know if our relationship is really official or anything. It was so much easier in high school. Back then it seemed all my relationships started with a nervous boy asking me if I wanted to be his girlfriend.

When the boyfriend word slipped, my coworkers and I were talking about our plans for Valentine's. I don't know if Jack has any plans. I don't know if he's going to make any plans. I don't expect anything big but I'd like to do something with him that night. I'd make plans for us but I really don't know what his schedule is like.

There's a lot of gray area right now and it seems like we need to talk. We talk all the time just not about these sort of subjects. Not that they're that important but they would make my life a lot easier.

Other than that our relationship is pretty good. The sex is really good. Since our first time, there hasn't been any quick finishes. Last night he lasted about thirty minutes during our second session. Not that I was timing it or anything. I've cum first during the actual sex before but it's still a semi rare occurrence. I'll admit it's making my panties wet right now thinking about it. I wish he was here right now.