Due to some problem with Blogger and my web host I've been unable to update since Monday, so I have a lot to say.

Monday night Adam was scheduled to work until at least two in the morning. I went out with a couple of friends for dinner. We drank a little too much after dinner, then when I got home I continued my drinking. I wasn't expecting him to come over but around eleven he called, asking if he could come over. Without saying I'd been uncontrollably horny and dying for his touch, I told him to come over. We kissed and made out for the first time since we had become a couple. Things were about to start going somewhere when I passed out. Not a great way to start a new relationship. I thought Adam was going to be mad, but the next morning when I woke to go to work he told me he thought it was pretty funny.

Tuesday night, he didn't have to work but I had already made plans with my girl friends. I told him he was more than welcome to come over after that. When I told him I was planning to go to a bar with my friends, he took a rain check.

Last night and tonight he had to work. He worked until 3 last night and he expects to get out about the same time tonight. If I didn't have to work the next morning, I'd demand that he come over.

This isn't suppose to be how relationships work. I'm going to stop by his work both Friday and Saturday nights but it's not like we'll even have much time to talk. Weekend nights are very busy at the bar. It looks like the next time I'm going to see him is Sunday night.

I'm lonely, sad and depressed. I can't see this relationship going very far if it stays like this.