I had a feeling Mark was going to say he just wanted to be friends. I was right. He brought it up last night when we were talking on the phone. I knew this wasn't going to be the relationship of a lifetime and I saw it coming but it still hurt a little. Maybe, hurt is the wrong word. I think disappointment is a better word. I really would like to be friends with him. I wouldn't mind being a friend with benefits but he's really too far away to satisfy my needs.

I also hung out with Ryan for a little while last night. He came over to talk. I called him the other night when I was under the influence. We really didn't talk much. He said he had things to tell me but wimped out before he told me.

On the good side of things, Jack called me. We solidified our date for Friday. To say I'm looking forward to it would be an understatement. Every time I talk to him he seems like a better guy.