I didn't go out tonight. I think that it's the first I haven't gone out on a Friday in a while. I had a headache earlier, it's gone now but I used it as an excuse to get out of going out with my friends. I wasn't in the mood for crowds or dealing with strange men hitting on me tonight. I think I need a vacation.

I spent the night sleeping, reading and trying to do some writing (but I couldn't get into a rhythm). I was kind of hoping Ryan would call, wanting to know if I wanted to do a DVD night. Of course he didn't call. If he did, I wouldn't be writing this right now.

Again, I was planning on masturbating tonight, I was thinking about it all day at work but so far I haven't. I haven't really been in the mood. It's almost been a week since the last time I had sex or masturbated. For me that's a long time.