The weekend started out kind of on a low note for me. Work was rough on Friday, my boss is less and less at the store and I'm doing more and more of the work. Friday night was quiet. Saturday at work it kind of felt like none of the staff wanted to work, including my boss. I hate having to tell everyone what to do, including my boss but it was either that or we all would've been standing around talking and ignoring customers.

Saturday night things got interesting. I went out to one of the bars I go to pretty often, the one with the bartender that I think likes me. Well, since the last time I was there I found out he has a girlfriend but of course that hasn't killed my feelings for him, I just sort of see him in a new light. Before I thought he was flirting with me because he liked me, now I see it as he flirts with me because he considers me a friend. It all became clear last night, in between customers we were talking. He mentioned his girlfriend so I knew I was stuck in friendville again. I really thought I had a chance.

I have this bad feeling that Mark is going to say he just wants to be friends too. Hopefully, I'm just being paranoid.