Well, I'm back in town. I hope everyone had a good holiday. I did.

I guess, I should start with the holiday party. I had fun even though I knew no one there besides Phil. Phil got a little too drunk so it was good that I made him let me drive. I knew he would before we even got there but I didn't expect him to make a move on me. Ok, I kind of did in the back of my mind. But anyways, we were waiting for his car to warm up, it was 0 degrees out so it took a while. He leaned forward and kissed me. I didn't exactly reject the kiss but after it I told him, I considered us more friends then anything else. He accepted that but I didn't. While I was laying in bed that night, I kind of came to the conclusion that he's a pretty good guy and I kind of like him.

For Christmas, I went with my roommate to her boyfriend's parent's house. Usually I feel like a third wheel with them, they're such the perfect couple. Driving up to Wisconsin was no different. But once I got their I met her boyfriend's brother, Mark. Very nice. After some eggnog and rum I ended up staying in his bed instead of sleeping on the couch. Christmas Eve we really didn't do much besides kissing and messing around. But before you get your hopes up not much happened last night either. By not much I mean he went down on me. He's a pro in that department. We came very close to having sex. By close I mean he almost entered me. Most of me wanted him but my mind told me that I didn't want to sleep with him just to sleep with him. After I gave him head, we held each other and it did feel perfect.

We made plans for him to come down and visit me sometime. I'm kind of glad I waited. But I so wish I didn't.

That's all the important details. It's been a long weekend so I need to sleep. Feel free to comment on this or any entry and make me feel loved. ;-)