Tonight, I'm staying in but last night I went out and found out why Ryan didn't want to have a movie night with me on Friday. He has a girlfriend. I met her last night at the bar. Turns out she's a bartender at one of the bars I go to semi-regularly. I think I've seen her there once before last night. After we were introduced and got past the awkward part of me being the ex and her being the current lover we kind of hit it off. And it didn't hurt that even though she wasn't working she got me free drinks all night long. I think if she wasn't Ryan's girlfriend we could've been good friends. Either way she seems good for Ryan which is the worse part. When I first found out his girlfriend was at the bar, I was hoping I wasn't going to like her. And seeing them together definitely made me jealous. I guess I still do have feelings for Ryan.