I'm back. Had some problems updating the site. I swear it wasn't my fault.

But anyways. Went out last night with some friends, mainly Ryan and his girlfriend, Amy, but there were a few other people I knew at the bar. The night was fun but kind of odd. Odd because Amy was a little too friendly. After a few too many drinks we were talking and it became clear that she was being so warm to me because Ryan had told her that I was bi. I had told Ryan that with the expectation that he wouldn't tell anyone. I definitely didn't want it to come out at a bar. It annoyed me but I was still polite to Amy. She was pretty curious about what it was like. I told her the best I could but it was really one of the first times I had talked to anyone about the experiences other than the person I was having the experience with.

We're suppose to go out again or have a movie night sometime this weekend. I don't know when. Friday is my work Holiday party and I'm meeting up with some friends and going to the bars in the city Saturday night. I'm kind of putting it off. I really don't want to share my movie night with Amy. And I think she wants to be more than just friends. She's a very nice girl, has a sweet personality and I'll admit I do find her sexy but I don't know if I'm ready to be with a woman again. I had a brief but very sexually satisfying relationship with another woman (who just happened to be a bartender too) a few months ago. It was very hot but she left me broken hearted. If she's looking for a threesome that could spell doom for her relationship with Ryan. I've seen threesomes almost always kill relationships.

Anyways, I'm going out tonight. Going to go look for some men. Who knows maybe I'll get lucky.