Went out last night (what a shock). Had fun and get this I met a halfway deccent guy. He seems smart, knows how to act, is nice, didn't stare at my tits too much and he's cute. I saw him as soon as I walked through the door. He was sitting with his friends at a table. He was smiling when I came in. I don't think he noticed me until later when we were both at the bar waiting to get drinks. He introduced himself and we hit it off pretty quickly. But of course the bartender finally got around to us and interupted our conversation. He disapeared after he got his drink for him and his friends. But I caught him looking at me later. I tried to pretend I didn't see him but a grin appeard on my face by accident. I ran into him again in hallway to the bathroom. We started talking again. This time there was no bartender to interupt us. We ended up at our own table. The conversation was good but I wanted to do more. At one point he ended up with his arm around me. My legs kind of rested on his and I rested my hand on his leg. We did kiss and I think if was younger I would've gone home with him. I wanted to so bad.

He wanted to hang out again tonight but I have work holiday party. I was looking forward to that but now all I want to do is see him again. I don't know where this is going and I don't know what I want from him.